I really wanna see Guardians of the Galaxy after work but I only have like $3
A real class act
You see, I know a few of your favorite things
Five in the morning and all comes out pouring
Love, out the same way in"
— Divine Intervention by Taking Back Sunday
in passion over consequence,
when did the latter take the lead?"
— Swing by Taking Back Sunday
There’s something shining down below
And if we give it room to grow
It could tell us what we know
— You’re Not Gone
Anonymous said: How are you doing about your ex?
really really not good at all. and my brain is not cooperating either i still make dumb wishes about us like on wishing wells and stuff just out of pure habit, i always used to make the exact same wish, i’ll just think it and then a second later i’ll realize we’re not together anymore. and i almost had a panic attack today at work but my coworker started talking to me and so i managed to calm down i don’t think anyone realized. but i’ve had like twelve panic attacks just in the past two weeks and two of them were pretty major and my mom had to calm me down and i still wasn’t able to fully stop hyperventilating for like an hour. and when i saw your other message at the top of my inbox my first thought was that it was from him. and stuff like that just keeps hitting me over and over again and i’ve been sleeping even worse than usual, i haven’t been able to sleep more than every other night for less than an hour and when i’m at work i feel like i’m about to fall over all the time like my balance is literally just not working right and i’ll either sway which i only realize i’m doing because emily and ramsey tease mea bout it or i’ll feel like i’m starting to fall so i’ll start and like try to catch myself on the counter and then i’ll realize i wasn’t actually falling in the first place and i don’t know how i managed to write all this without panicking but i feel like shit and everything is shit i’m sorry
— E.B., Self advice (via young-wanderer)
I’m really starting to feel like shit because today makes at least the fifth time that my friends, including my best friend, all hung out together and didn’t tell me. I only found out because I asked Ler when I could give her the laptop decal I promised her and she said that she was going to be hanging out with “everyone” today (I guess she was assuming I’d been invited already). At least twice this has happened where they were all hanging at Kev’s house and when I came over to walk the dogs they were just all there, and twice Kev’s mom has actually texted me to say everyone’s at their house and I should come over, too. And I’m starting to wonder how many times it’s happened where I didn’t find out. And when I think about it, I can’t remember them ever inviting me to hang out all summer. It’s all been either me suggesting/organizing a hang-out or me just stumbling into them by happenstance.
*arrives at work fifteen minutes late with starbucks*